FINISHING OUT THE YEAR... Gina (Part 144a)
Hobie’s comment
stopped me cold. I was literally speechless. He’d been the one who’d
told me flat “NO!” when it came to promoting Gina to the new position of
(Chief Clerk) I’d proposed. He ended up naming Lorie, the bookkeeping
(computer?) machine operator, to fill the position even though she had
no supervisory, teller, or monetary experience. When that happened it
was one of those classic ‘the boss may not always be right but he’s
always the boss’ situations for me. I’d been so frustrated with his
decision that I did something that may not have been ethical as far as
my employer, the bank, was concerned, but as far as Gina was concerned,
was deserved when I helped find her a better position at another bank.
With that all but done I stood there not believing what I’d just
heard him say. Hearing his words I remember my first thought being that I
wished I’d not done it as I felt Gina was one of the best employees the
bank had and knew we’d miss her. However, I was too shocked to do
anything but stand there and look stupid. Hobie, thankfully, didn’t
‘push’ me on it as he was anxious to get home.
As he walked
across the lobby to leave I was truly relieved. On the other hand now I
had to figure out just what to do. I don’t remember how many deep
breaths I took as he disappeared from my view. I do remember sitting
down at my desk and just sitting there. Bret came up to me as he was
leaving and asked if I was OK. I honestly don’t remember if I even
responded. After everyone had gone I finally made an effort to think
through my options... and there were only two.
One, of course,
was to tell Gina and to ask if she might reconsider. That was the
‘reaction’ my brain came up with. However, reality took control and I
realized Hobie hadn’t come out and told me that Gina could (or should)
have the position. I needed to talk with him before opening my mouth.
The second was to do nothing and live with the way it was planned. After
a while I realized that the whole thing needed more time and headed for
home.
I was almost there when another thought came to mind... If
Gina stayed and took the Chief Clerk position what would happen to
Lorie. She and I didn’t see ‘eye to eye’ when I started at the bank but, as time passed
we began working better together. She was good at what
she did but that job was the only one she’d ever done. I had no idea
what to do with her. Pulling in the driveway I was more confused than
ever.
I’m sure Elle accused me of being “distant” as I ate and,
knowing me as I do, I probably was. Once in bed my mind was free to add
the last problem (Lorie) into the mix. I remember being awake when
Elle’s alarm went off for her first bathroom visit. By the time the
second alarm (around 4am) I’d formulated the beginnings of a plan.
Lorie
was attractive, of that there was no doubt, but she was also an
independent thinker. If there had been one constant thing about J J, the
mortgage officer, since his hiring it was that he liked ALL good looking females.
As I lay in bed going over all the positions in the bank I couldn’t come
up with a vacancy in any area. But... J J was always pushing Bert for
more help. J J was a salesman at heart and I, personally resisted just about
anything he wanted. However, Bert was susceptible to his ‘pitch’ so, my
idea was to suggest Lorie as a smart, mature, hard working loyal
employee to him. If he went for the idea and Lorie didn’t want the job
I’d done my best to place her. Satisfied, I tried to get a few hours
sleep... without success.
It was Gina who was on my mind for this
last ‘go ‘round’ before dawn. I remembered how excited she’d been when
the new job was offered to her. She’d be getting the recognition she
deserved with the title of Head Teller along with a nice raise (more than
what the Chief Clerk would pay). But there was more. Gina would be
working only a few miles from where she lived. That meant at least an
hour more time to be with her daughter. There would also be savings on
gas and car maintenance. The more I thought about it the more I was
inclined to keep my mouth shut. Lorie transitioning into the position
would be a problem but letting Gina go was probably best for all.
Showering, I had to rethink what I was going to say when Hobie brought
her up at work as I was sure he would. I contemplated telling him about
Gina leaving but knew that if I did I was taking the easy way out.
Walking
in the back door at work I still didn’t know what I was going to say.
In fact, right up to the moment I saw Hobie coming across the lobby I
didn’t know. Somehow I’d let his parting words the night before about
Gina totally dominate my thoughts (and cost me a night’s sleep). I sat
there at my desk not really doing anything but waiting to be called to
his desk. Other than a “Good morning”, nothing was said between us.
Right before lunch I saw him in conversation with Lorie and wondered
what that was all about. I had to wait until he returned to find out. My
heart was pounding when he called me to his desk. It turned out that
his second thoughts about Lorie had been resolved after talking with
her. I was like a stick of melted butter by the time he stopped talking.
I don’t know if I let out a sigh of relief when he finished or not. I
can tell you that I felt relieved that I hadn’t reacted to his
observation about her the night before. At that point all I could do was
wait for Gina to tell me when she was actually leaving... and felt
somewhat good about it for the first time.
To be continued...
2 comments:
Somehow everything got lost to me since the first Tuesday post. Oh, well I'm caught up now.
The panties after the stand up was great, the lose of Gina is sad, but understandable.
New format just means I'll still be reading.
Enjoy the 4th.
OB... Not sure what you meant by "lost" but am glad you're still here... :-)
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